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Thu, 28 Jun 2007 14:06:38 GMT

my summer has certainly started off pretty well. I passed my road test yesterday which is very exciting, and by the end of July i'll be able o drive! Otherwise, this summer is all about nothing. The thing i think most people overlook about summer is the fact that it's about nothing. The ability to go to sleep at night not worrying about an essay, a presentation, or a test really supercedes any other aspect of summer. Most people seem to go to school on the first day complaining of how they did nothing all summer! John Lennon said "time you spent wasting is not wasted time"...and that is so true. Basically what im saying is that i want to have na evenetful summer and never be bored! (jk) call me

Mon, 07 May 2007 00:57:44 GMT

so i'm driving down the street yesterday, and there's this badass truck thing in fron of me...and hanging from the bottom part of his car are these two balls. these balls are clearly representing testicles in the back of the car, and i just started laughing hysterically.

Fri, 23 Mar 2007 01:32:06 GMT

i wish there were like 30 hours in a day so you could have more time bullshitting. the break is coming up and im really looking forward to catching up on sleep/hanging out with people/having significant time by myself.

Wed, 21 Mar 2007 01:57:37 GMT

this may come off as creepy, but i've been inspired to write a letter to each of my friends as i...say i had a week or something to live. I'm sorry guys, but i dont have any plans of dying anytime soon. I feel like doing this will put my life into a better perspective for me, and really allow me to evaluate the people i care msot about, just to idk kind of reminise on the first 16 years of my life in a way? I don't think im going to show anybody what i'm writing, because i don't want to have to hold back anything said..but maybe in like a gillion years ill come across these and have a nice laugh. i think its a good idea

Fri, 09 Feb 2007 01:27:44 GMT

i was sitting in my kitchen making some pasta, and i had a song stuck in my head. Generally that can be a nice thing, but this song was irritating me. I was so frustrated in having this song stuck in my head, that i really got upset. I felt uncomfortable, like i didnt know what to do....and i somewhat thought about those points in your life where you don't know if you like yourself, what you're doing, or maybe where you're going. It's so easy to be unsatisfied with your life, that at times it's almost as if you forget what makes you happy. Something as small as not wanting to have a song stuck in my head made me understand how irritating life can be, and emotions, and just being satisfied. I think i'm at a pivotal point in my life, or i'm just going through menopause.

Thu, 11 Jan 2007 02:24:32 GMT

i want to start a band soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bad. talk to me.

Fri, 27 Oct 2006 00:50:47 GMT

i always reach these crossroads in my life where i often wish i was still young...or just younger than i am now...only due to the fact that there was never really anything to worry about, and when there was nothing to worry about, life could just be more fun

Mon, 25 Sep 2006 22:13:21 GMT

step 1: put your MP3 player or whatever on random.
step 2: post the first line from the first 20 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
step 3: post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from.
step 4: strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly.
step 5: looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING!

Im bolding the ones that were guessed.

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1. you've got to get better, said, its all in your head
we could live through these letter sor forget it all together

2. (HAHA) i've been feeling this feeling, its been sutck in my head its been changng my breathing

3. theres a tear in the fabric, of your favorite dress
and im sneaking glances

4. took cutie for a ride in my death cab
she tipped me with a kiss i dropped her off at the meth lab

5. in our sleep
theres more to this ngihtmare, will she beg for yur mercy?

6. ill lay me down tongiht
much further downnn

7. with the words id like to say
even in this old fasioned way

8. (hey no one playus where no planes go
no one plays where no ships go

9. shit tired of gettin shot at
tired of gettin chaced by the police

10. burning the tar in the back of my mind
something alone in the morning i feel liek swallowing my eyes

11. well ive been watching
while you've been drinking

12. i fed the clues, of a lost agent, in motion

13. you come on up flat top
he come, groovin up slowly

14. come up to meet you
tell you im sorry

15. there are places i remember
all my liiife, though some have changed

16. smeared black ink
your palms are sweating

17. the morning suns aboutr to break
im looking in as you create summmer

18. yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away

19. the atlantic was born today
and ill tell you how

20. with the worries that ill give her in
they told the worst of me

Mon, 18 Sep 2006 00:08:15 GMT

i get these "life highs" when im with a group of people that are making a lot f noise, and i put on my ipod and listen to a really really good song that drowns out all the noise around me...its such a great feeling haha that was random

Sun, 03 Sep 2006 04:12:08 GMT

there was a point tonight where i was so tired and i was sittig in my computer chair listening to music, and when i went to move my lips to sing along with the song, i just couldnt do it. since when u sleep your body bcomes paralyzed, i had this feeling that i had become physiclaly paralyzed for a second while i zoned out becaus ei was tired....it was a relaly wierd feeling

Tue, 29 Aug 2006 03:38:38 GMT

i feel like i have so much on my mind, but i dont know exactly what im thinking. im defiitly dissapointed with the way this summer turned out. a lot of the things i wanted to do and experience and a lot of the relationships i wanted to create didnt live up to my expectations, but nonetheless i still enjoyed it somewhat. im relaly oping this school year does a lot of good things to people. im honestly really worried about whagts going to happen with certsin relationships i have with people....im not really sure, but i feel like i havent really expressed how strongly i love certain people, and how important they are to me. i really miss like middle chool and stuff, and times where school wasnt that important and i was able to focus more on having fun and just being with friends. i think back on all like stupid little things i did with people in the past, and its honestly really upsetting, because i kind of wish i really took the time out back than to just appreciate the situation i was in. ive been trying hard recently to focus on appreciating things more for what they are, and how lucky i am to have great friends and a great girlfriend and stuff, but idk it just seems natural at times to take things forgranted. i think it really is true that if more people would just stop what they're doing and just take there lives in perspective, and try to appreciate things more, than so many more things would just be more peaceful. the world that we live in is just so material and so full of distraction that so many of the beauties in life are just shadowed by this enormous cloud of wants and desires that it seems to be so hard to be truly happy wthin yourself. i sound like a freakin buddhist

Sat, 26 Aug 2006 17:08:53 GMT

i got myself a cash money schedule:

1. english honors- barthelmes

2. health-pearlman

3.spanish- sepulveda

4. accell math- tullo

5. gym-nate

6- bio- cincimino

7. lunch

8. global honors- williams

9. wind ensemble

Sat, 19 Aug 2006 22:47:00 GMT

somebody stole all my hair...

Sat, 12 Aug 2006 18:28:54 GMT

last night i had this wierd dremam where i was in this wierd town and there was some campfire thing going on and i saw a bunch of poeple, and they were like supposedly awya at camp and stuff, but i just saw a bunch of friends....but when i woke up, i had this ridiculous feeling like i was miissing someone or something, or some part of my life, and i couldnt get this terrible feeling of just devastation away ebcause i missed something so bad, but i just didnt know what it was...

Wed, 09 Aug 2006 02:03:29 GMT

im having this epiphamy of my life where all the sudden im taking everything into perspective, and challenging everything that i stand for/believe and just whats going on in my life in general. im wondering if i like the person i am, if i like the whole area im living, if i regret things ive done in the past, and just seeing how i feel about everyone around me. i've been thinking about what would happen in my life if i had done certain things differently...if i had played certain relationships with people out differently....idk. but, the good thing is i know i love my friends. although i could use some closer ones, i think im alright for now.
im really looking forward to going to school. for some reason i always like going to school and i always have. being around all the people you love every single day is probably the safest feeling you can have, and i like to learn, so fuck you.

im pullling a brittany fritz: do you think its good to want to go back in your life and change some of the things you've done? im not neccessarily sure if id want to change things, i just really want to relive so many times just so i can really take in how meaningful some experiences were to me. its so amazing looking back on the tiniest times with friends and rewlizing how that time was a turning point for your character, and how certiasn little things shaped the person you are. im crazy

Fri, 28 Jul 2006 14:53:02 GMT

EDIT: the new song for nrfw should be up there shortly, since it takes usually 24 hours to upload, and with myspace sucking..it takes a little longer

Thu, 27 Jul 2006 14:23:11 GMT

THERE IS A NEW NO RESULTS FOR WEDNESDAY SONG! YES, I AM BEING SERIOUS. THEY HAVE DONE THERE SONG "COMEBACK" WITH DRUMS, AND THE PRODUCT IS A MIND BLOWING PIECE OF INCREDIBLE SOUND, READY TO POP YOUR EARDRUMS AT ANY MOMENT. SO GO TO http://www.myspace.com/noresultsforwednesday -----LEAVE A COMMENT, AND THAN GET NAKED AND SHOW UP TO BUCKYS HOUSE.

Sun, 16 Jul 2006 19:05:36 GMT

i just realized something. inthe song "summer girls" by LFO, the beginning goes, "new kids on the block ahd a bunch of hits, chinese food makes me sick", i just realized how incredibly random that chinese food part is. i feel prety accomplished...

Thu, 06 Jul 2006 19:17:04 GMT

Type your cut contents here.

200. My middle name is: thomas

199. I was born on: january 22

198. I am really: fun

197. My cell phone company is: verizon babyyy

196. My eye color is: green

195. My shoe size is: 10

194. My ring size is:

193. My height is: 5'6''

192. I am allergic to: nothing

191. I was born in: mount kisco

190. I live in: buchanan

189. The last book I read: angels and demons

188. My bed is: green and blue

187: One thing you hate about yourself: i dont think before i say things

186. One thing that upsets you: people that ovverreact

180. Your perfect guy/girl would be: brad pitt, annddd uma thurman

179. My favorite Holiday is: yom kippur

178. The perfect kiss: is that a movie?

177. The last three cd's I bought are: 3 coheed and cambria cd's

176. Last song that made me cry was:

175. Are you single or taken? singlee

174. If your taken, by who?:

173. Do you like being single/taken?: yess

170. What did you do last night?: baseball game

171. Do you believe in love?: yes

142. Love at first sight?: eh

141. Luck? yes

140. Fate? eh

139. Yourself? yes

138. Aliens? yea

137. Heaven? idk

136. Hell? idk

135. Ghosts? maybe

134. Horoscopes? i think they're fun, but they're not real

133. Soulmates? eh

:::::Which is Better?:::::

129. Hugs or Kisses?: kiss

127. Phone or Online: cant choose

126. Red heads or Black hair: black

125. Blondes or Brunettes: blondes

124. Hot or cold: cold

123. Summer or winter: summer

121. Chocolate or vanilla: both (im the guy that gets a mixed milkshake)

120. Night or Day: night of corse

119. Oranges or Apples: apples

118. Curly or Straight hair: depends...curly more i think

:::::Here's What I Think About:::::

116. Abortion: avoidable

115. Backstabbers: benedict arnold

114. Parents: theyre chillin

::::Last time I:::

103. Kissed someone: yesterday

102. Had food: i just rocked a quality bowl of mini wheats

101. Saw someone I haven't seen in a while: no idea

100. Cried in front of someone? yeeaaars ago

99. Grew: every day

::::MISC::::

90. Who is the ditziest person you know: hm, maybe like emma straub or somehting

89. Who makes you laugh the most: jake

82. What I don't understand is: a lot

80. The most unsatisfactory answer I've ever received is: not right now

75. Something I will really miss when I leave home is: friends

74. I'm looking forward to: everything

74. The thing that I'm not looking forward to is:

73. Tomorrow: friday

72. Today: was boring so far

71. Summer: the best season

70. Next Week: yea

67. People call me: matt, matthew, mattyboy, fagget, desilva

62. The person who knows the most about me is: hmm....lillian?

60. The most difficult thing to do is:

59. I have gotten a speeding ticket:

58. Sign: aquarius...i think

55. The first person i talked to today was: lillian

54. First time you had a crush: pre-school

53. The one person who can't hide things from me: i can hide anything from anybody

51. Right now I am talking to: nobody

50. What is your dream job?: my dream job is having no job

49. First job?: caddy

48. I have/will get a job at: the golf course

47. I have these pets: none

46. I hope: yea, i hope

45. The worst sound in the world: christin moraitis' voice....for real

44. The person that makes me cry the most is: no one

35. Florida or Hawaii: florida, but never been to hawaii

33. My favorite piece of clothing: plain grey t shirt

32. My favorite sport is: baseball, hockey and golf

30. My friends are: friendly

29. My computer is: a dell

28. The school I go to is: hen hud

27. Last person i got mad at: lillian

22. The all-time best movie is: lord of the rings

21. The all-time best thing in the world is: being unique

17. I lose all respect for people who: dont respect themselves

16. The movies I have cried at are: none, but i lamost cried at click

15. Closest friends Name(s): kerry

14. TV channels you watch: whaat

13. Favorite web site: think exist

12. I want to be: smoking crack

11. The worst pain I was ever in was: when i damaged the nerves in my elbow

10. The word you use the most: chill

9. My room is: boring

8. My favorite celebrity is: brad pitt

5. My weakness is: females

4. Top Turn Ons for me are: eye contact

3. Who broke your heart: my heart still works fine.

2. One thing that makes you feel great is: smiling

1. Want someone to respond to this?: sure

Mon, 26 Jun 2006 14:22:51 GMT

so i've been trying this new thing lately, i think its callled....honesty? its working pretty well. you guys should definitly try it

Sun, 25 Jun 2006 04:45:17 GMT

me and the big man (steven kane) were just out prowling the streets of buchanan looking for asses to kick...

Wed, 31 May 2006 21:49:52 GMT

so im sitting at my dinner table eating my chiense food
and im staring at the fortune cookies, thinking to myself, imagine if i get a fortune cookie that has to do with liking somebody new or like a new girlfriend
and i daydreamed myself copying onto livejournal the fortune cookie, and what not, and talking about it..
so i build up the courage to open the fortune cookie
and it says "a new romance is in the future"
so im just like totally bewildered, because the past like 4 fortune cookies have like totally read my mind, or been in direct comparison with my thoughts....i wonder who the evil genius behind all this is

Fri, 26 May 2006 03:03:33 GMT

certain relationships, whether it be friends or lovers, are so unique in their certian way, and when you discover what makes your relationship with that person so unique, its a great feeling. im feeling loved right about now

Wed, 24 May 2006 21:06:26 GMT

NEW SONG "Reptile Skin" CHECK IT OUT

lalalalalalal

Thu, 18 May 2006 02:28:00 GMT

WEAK

THIS IS WEAK

YOU ARE WEAK

rahhh im bored and dont want to go to sleep because....because. im so happy theres like no days of school left...anybody wanna hang this weekend?